Moment of Clarity

Talking with another submissive i posed a question to her - for all submissive's and even Dominate's to ponder.

How can you expect to ask Them to Dominate if you are unwilling to submit ... or vise versa ... How can You expect them to submit when You are not willing to be Dominate

Birthday Girl

Yes, this Angel had her birthday yesterday - and my Bliss Temple of Sin and BToS Radio family came through in flying style. Amazing night, so much fun!!!

Consideration

Something i really failed to ever realize or internalize with submission - is that so much reflects from body language, vocal tones, and facial expression. i get in more trouble in those areas, but it is good that i am realizing it - because it not only helps me  be better to serve Them better. It helps all around as human, in my interactions with others. Hope that made sense.

Oooooo

Really have to watch it, especially when i am tired - my attitude comes out more in my voice then i ever realized. Not to mention my facial expression - then i over correct and go deadpan, monotone - which was pointed out to me tonight.

my mind is just so full of stuff that needs to be done.

Heaven

my heaven - at my Dominate(s) feet - serving Both of Them in any way that They ask - of my own free will and the thrill i get when i am there. That perfect clear cut, focused state of mind.

Mmmmmm what a morning!

What is hard

i am angry today, and i have to let it go.. this i already know. First it is not my lesson, second i really do not know all the details, third the only involvement in it i have is that it is affecting one of my sis's (sister's in service) ....

Logically i know i have to let it go, unlogically - she is my sis, i care for her, and i hate to see her hurting or punished. Especially if my gut keeps telling me it is a unjust one.