So i did something to my sciatic never and caused my entire lower back to go into a massive spasm. The last two days - then to the ER i go - to get muscle relaxers - that make me want to sleep.
What lesson did i learn ... ask for help. It is okay to ask for help, it is okay to have a day or two were one is a lazy twat, and it is okay to if your bark a little when in pain and struggling. Dominates have those days and submissives have the same.
It is okay.
Sunday, February 5, 2017
Saturday, February 4, 2017
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So the other day - i slipped up and almost started to go toward meltdown - but i caught it - and practiced everything i have been working on. Communication, focus, how i feel - and while i did get disciplined - it was nothing like what it could have been. A complete 180 degree turn is hard to do - but i am doing it - for me.
i am starting to actually who i am when i am not being a jack arse.
i am starting to actually who i am when i am not being a jack arse.
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