No wait .. i do have something. It is incredibly hard to flip a 180, and harder still when there are issues that need to be dealt with that only the person doing it can .. well, deal with.
That is where i am - dealing with me. Am i happy, i have to find that inside of me for myself. Do i like this mess - i hate it. Will i fix me, yes. Will i find something great after - not at the point that i am thinking that far ahead.
So have patiences with E/eachother.
