i am one of those who are locked inside my head, and i will actually act out to keep others away from the emotional side of me. my Dominates, love me so much - that She will actually piss me off to get me to suddenly give a voice to those thoughts. i hate admitting that i do that, because as i learned yesterday it is a form of topping. Emotions are hard to work through, it is hard to admit to ones Dominate that you are angry at them, that your feeling did get hurt because you took something said the wrong direction. ...
That leads straight to COMMUNICATION - They are not mind readers, and They want to know those emotions, those deep thoughts that go unexpressed - because you are Theirs, and in my case They love me. i need to let go and fully love. i need to feel, i need to express, and i need to release whatever it is that i keep blocked in. (LOL - unfortunately sometimes, most of the time i am not entirely sure until after the fact)
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