Little thoughts

So sometimes i am hard headed - okay most of the time i am hard headed. Yes They always find a way to get into this head of mine. Love it!

Growth and change.. but growth. Do not get stuck in Y/your ways and habits - give and take, learn and release.

Oooo i slept in

Guess who started up rl work again - lol, need to find my new rhythm. Today i over slept - but i needed it. Exhaustion did not mildly express how tired i was last night when i got home.

Love being back at work, and being able to help my Family in this way also. Plus work keeps me out of mischief, and for E/everyone that reads my blog - well mischief and me - when my brain gets involved usually equals a sore bottom.

Remember

In all areas - it is learning and growing T/together. Being there through the good times (oh so good) and the rough times (not so fun).

Important the bad with the good... not just the good - not unless that is the type of relationship Y/you have decided to be in with the O/other(s). my relationship, is good and bad - 24/7 ... and i love Them, Would not trade it for the world.

Smiles

i love my SL family and work - and i am so excited to be returning to work in rl tomorrow. AWESOME!!!

Am i the only person that gets excited to work?

Nothing better

There is nothing better than starting Y/your morning T/together ... a quiet devotion and cuddles. Just cuddles, sharing in a moment that only Y/you can share and grasp.

Perfect start to the day!

WOOTS - and because i can - TONIGHT

i did it - no meltdowns - WOOTS!!! Much better start to today too. AWESOME

Now because this is my blog and i can, giggles (yes i do have a bit of a brat in me, if Y/you hadn't figured it out yet)

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The edge

i will run myself to exhaustion to help my Dominates - today i think i hit that marker - as a full on just barely below a migraine hit. Instead of listening, i kept not going to bed - and falling asleep all over the house.

So as my temper reared up - hey my head is pounding - i get told i am topping. i am not in trouble for my headache, i am in trouble for topping. Stubborn twit i can be - i sit outside and pull it out of my arse. (No wonder it was hurting, right?) LOL

i do not want another meltdown situation - i acknowledged what i was told. i apologized, and while i still had a excuse there - i admitted to the excuse. Took some more painkillers, ate, and now - not dwelling, learn, moving forward. i have the power to change the rest of this day - and i am going to. For the better - by my focus, concentration, actions, and behavior.

This will not be a meltdown day.

Love it

i love it when all the lessons are starting to sink in, and even i am realizing that i am learning and growing finally.

Happy happy happy Angel .... WOOTS

i was in trouble, but instead i focused on the situation and what was happening. i listened instead of trying to listen to respond as fast as i could to get out of trouble. i calmed my roll when i started getting frustrated with a deep breath and returning my focus. Then i stopped dwelling, learned, and worked on going forward with the day.

For those who do not know me - that is a huge huge accomplishment!