Okay - so had a 'Gibbs Smack' from the Universe, God, whatever Y/you want to call it - and it hurt. But truth hurts - and i needed it. i have been a brat, a total jerk - a lot - and i am so sorry. i hate drama and yet i was the one causing it, and that stinks.
So to a 180 turn, to a huge smile, and to learning how to do these things correctly and not begrudgingly or half arsed. my mind is focused on my Dominates, my heart is focused - and i am straightening up before i loose the most wonderful Individuals in my world.
Sometimes that final smack - that hitting bottom and dragging through the mud - is the thing that is needed to wake one up. i love Them and thank Them Both for caring so much to let me land on my face. It is what i needed.
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