Lesson come in the oddest times, from the weirdest places sometimes. Recently a ball of hyper intense energy came walking right on into my world and brought home several lessons at once.
First... submission is a gift. One can not submit if one has no control, or desire to find self-control. It takes a truly strong individual to give that control over to another. Without self-control one has nothing to give, because one has not even started to learn who they are and what they are capable of.
i feel something deep in me, that i know without a question is there. However, i failed in actions and words to ever fully give myself. Now i need to learn to be me. To be that strong woman that i also know is there, and to find the self-control and discipline to embrace who i am. Then one day, i will have something to give to Another. Something beautiful and precious, just as i am becoming.
Life is a journey - it is when Y/you fail to learn and grow - that Y/you truly fail. Even the snail eventually reaches the end of its journey.
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